That sick feeling.

For the past few days, I’ve been throwing up irregardless of the time of day, whether or not I’ve eaten (it gets worse after eating) and it seems to be even worse when I’m lying down. Waking up and going to sleep makes me feel really giddy when I’m in bed, and I’ve been trying hard to make it to the kitchen on time instead of throwing up all over my bed instead.

I definitely am not pregnant, and a few times this week, I have had sudden stomach cramps while I’m sleeping. Just a hard pain in the gut for a few minutes before it goes off and I doze to sleep again.

What’s with the sudden nausea man. I feel perfectly fine other than that. Now I only have one meal per day. And I dread taking it, knowing that I’ll only throw it up again afterward.

Ugh.

I don’t feel like going to the doctor because most of them just play guessing games and shove random antibiotics in my face, which usually only make me feel worse. Or it’s only a matter of time before I do.

I still remember throwing up for hours on end as a side effect to the usual Cafergot for migraines last year even when I’d been on it for months.

At the rate I’m going, I’m going to throw all my insides up.